Getting rejected from Cal arts came as a huge shock to me. It did more than bring me down, it made me feel like i didn't try hard enough and that what i have been doing was all for nothing. It may sound like an exaggeration, but it did effect me alot.
My entire portfolio was made to fit the requirements of Cal arts and i worked as best as i could on the portfolio for this school more than all the others. All my hard work, and i wasn't able to get in.
I'm still not entirely sure how i feel about the chances of me getting into the other schools, but I'll just have to wait.
I'm not going to apologize for posting my journal from before, because i can express how i feel, right? But i'm incredibly grateful for all you guys' support... I seriously don't think i deserve it. All i do is complain, and rarely do i post a decent, well-done deviation, and many of you guys still support me.
Thank you so much.
Some of you guys expressed an interest in seeing what kind of artwork was included in my portfolio. So throughout this week and next week, i'll be submitting several pictures that were included in my portfolios for my art colleges. Bare with me. ^^
I remember when i didn't make it to my first choice of university....I was so down and I didn't like the school I got into (the only one that accepted me). Well I applied again and got in! Somehow lol. o_o I still don't know why I got accepted into my current art school, because my stuff aren't that great...but anyways, if you really want to get into that school, maybe you can apply for it next year while going to another one. But I kinda miss my old school now cause of the friends I made there...but while I was there I wanted to get out so badly. >_< I don't really know if I should've switched too....back in highschool I really really wanted to get into my current school now it's like...i dunno. o_O That's just life.
So...I guess I'm trying to say, the other schools might not be so bad, and you might like it more. xD You never know. Best of luck!
No reason to apologize! Your reaction was totally right. Remember, PICASSO WAS LIKE FAIL PAINTER. Like, no one bought any of his work... And then he got famous.....
Well, anyway, i think you are amazing! So even if you feel bad now, trust me. you are amazing.
Ahaha, that's great~ I was never good at helping people with word. I'm the type of girl who sit next to a friend and just hear them out and sit quietly. BUT YOU CAN"T DO THAT ONLINE
So...I guess I'm trying to say, the other schools might not be so bad, and you might like it more. xD You never know. Best of luck!
Remember, PICASSO WAS LIKE FAIL PAINTER. Like, no one bought any of his work... And then he got famous.....
Well, anyway, i think you are amazing! So even if you feel bad now, trust me. you are amazing.
Me no Engrish show comfort ;A;
*tackles with love*
This is so cute! QAQ Thank you!! You're too kind to me. ;A;
but yes, I hope you feel better ^_^
Thanks. I will... ;u;
/shot that last part came out of nowhere xD
/random is our last name~
Don't worry about complaining, I'm pretty sure that's what journals were made for