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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 2, 2010, 4:47 PM

About my reaction in the last journal...

Getting rejected from Cal arts came as a huge shock to me. It did more than bring me down, it made me feel like i didn't try hard enough and that what i have been doing was all for nothing. It may sound like an exaggeration, but it did effect me alot.

My entire portfolio was made to fit the requirements of Cal arts and i worked as best as i could on the portfolio for this school more than all the others. All my hard work, and i wasn't able to get in.

I'm still not entirely sure how i feel about the chances of me getting into the other schools, but I'll just have to wait.

I'm not going to apologize for posting my journal from before, because i can express how i feel, right? But i'm incredibly grateful for all you guys' support... I seriously don't think i deserve it. All i do is complain, and rarely do i post a decent, well-done deviation, and many of you guys still support me.

Thank you so much. :heart:

Some of you guys expressed an interest in seeing what kind of artwork was included in my portfolio. So throughout this week and next week, i'll be submitting several pictures that were included in my portfolios for my art colleges. Bare with me. ^^

Thanks for reading!


  • Mood: Thanks
  • Watching: Angels and Demons
  • Eating: Cereal + Bagels
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:icondreaming-baka:
I remember when i didn't make it to my first choice of university....I was so down and I didn't like the school I got into (the only one that accepted me). Well I applied again and got in! Somehow lol. o_o I still don't know why I got accepted into my current art school, because my stuff aren't that great...but anyways, if you really want to get into that school, maybe you can apply for it next year while going to another one. But I kinda miss my old school now cause of the friends I made there...but while I was there I wanted to get out so badly. >_< I don't really know if I should've switched too....back in highschool I really really wanted to get into my current school now it's like...i dunno. o_O That's just life.

So...I guess I'm trying to say, the other schools might not be so bad, and you might like it more. xD You never know. Best of luck!
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:iconhanakari-chan:
No reason to apologize! Your reaction was totally right.
Remember, PICASSO WAS LIKE FAIL PAINTER. Like, no one bought any of his work... And then he got famous.....

Well, anyway, i think you are amazing! So even if you feel bad now, trust me. you are amazing.

:huggle:
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:iconlilbang:
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Me no Engrish show comfort ;A;
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:iconlo-wah:
=Lo-wah Mar 3, 2010  Student Filmographer
laksfj;af;afflask;sla QAQ Heleeeeeeeeennnnnnn!

*tackles with love*
This is so cute! QAQ Thank you!! You're too kind to me. ;A;
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:iconlilbang:
*get tackle with love* akk, i'm suppose to be the one suplexing you!! whoarg~

but yes, I hope you feel better ^_^
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:iconlo-wah:
=Lo-wah Mar 3, 2010  Student Filmographer
LOL *v* *huggles*

Thanks. I will... ;u;
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:iconlilbang:
Ahaha, that's great~ I was never good at helping people with word. I'm the type of girl who sit next to a friend and just hear them out and sit quietly. BUT YOU CAN"T DO THAT ONLINE :icontearplz:
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:iconlo-wah:
=Lo-wah Mar 3, 2010  Student Filmographer
:iconcryforeverplz: Bawwwwwwwww BBY WE NEED TO MEET UP AND TALK AND TOTALLY RAID AN ASIAN MARKET.

/shot that last part came out of nowhere xD
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:iconlilbang:
MEET ME AT THE MIDDLE OF USA BBY *I hope there's an asian market there, otl!*

/random is our last name~
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:iconrandomrubixcube:
Ah, so we get to see your awesomeness? :P

Don't worry about complaining, I'm pretty sure that's what journals were made for :D
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