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Let's get serious shall we?

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 6, 2010, 11:26 PM

...not completely serious, but close enough.

I've decided in mid April, or until after the AoH finals, i'm going to quit all my RP groups. Cause yeah, as much i want to deny it, i have a life off the computer D8 And i am currently failing it. OTL Ahahaha my fault though

I really wish i was able to participate more on my RP groups. ;_; Especially Olympian Alliance, since i actually really liked my character Oras. OTL I wished i could have RPed with him more. ;3;

I'm really sorry to the people who were expecting anything from me. OTL I should have been more responsible in deciding to join groups ~_~ But then again, i didn't know my tablet was going to die on me. 8| lakjflafalja I was hoping on getting a new tablet during my spring break. But i don't think that will be very likely. OTL
Once the time comes around, i'll be noting all the admins of AoH, GtRO, and OA.

Even though nobody probably really cares, i feel like explaining myself.
Several reasons i'm leaving all my RP groups:
> AP Tests are in less than a month
> Need to catch up with highschool again, even though it's my last year.
> Prepare for college
> Kinda getting tired of drawing only for AoH
> MOST IMPORTANTLY, I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR ARTIST ALLEY.

Holy shit, i didn't even realize that Anime Expo is in 3 months. OTLLLL Fuuuuuuuck. I really need to draw up some ideas for prints to sell and work on keychain designs. Which means no time for RP stuff. 8|

There were a lot of drawings i wanted to complete for AoH, but i was never able to come around to finish them. ;3; (like, i really wanted to finish Teito's "Age Meme" but my tablet broke right as i was in the middle of working on it)

And lately, i've been too stressed with the idea that "if you don't enter chatrooms or socialize with other AoH members, you will never make friends or make yourself known in the community." NO SHIT, that is retardedly obvious! but hey, I'm not a very social person. I'm way too shy for my own good, and when i get the feeling that i'm bothering or annoying people, i get incredibly nervous. Next thing i know, i have no idea what to say to them anymore. That's probably why i think i'm not very cut out for RP groups: I don't know what to say.

But who knows, maybe i'll stay in one RP group later, or maybe i'll rejoin some others. To keep myself connected to friends. ^^ But i feel like my time in AoH is ending. Teito will be moving onto his own story. (yup, he has his own story, and i plan on working on it while i have time) =] I've done lots of things for this group, though i wish i was able to participate even more and get to know more people. XD But, yeah, that didn't work out too well OTL hahahaha

But, like i said before, I need to set my priorities straight. And right now, i need to study, prepare for college, and work on artwork.

Good? Good. That's all from me today.


  • Mood: Distracted
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:iconreaper-of-lost-souls:
~reaper-of-lost-souls Apr 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
good luck with your upcoming stresses and stuff :hug:
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:iconxxxrushi:
Good luck on the APs and RL stuff!! >w<;;
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:iconlo-wah:
=Lo-wah Apr 7, 2010  Student Filmographer
Thanks! >A<
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:iconsleepingangel21:
; U; baww, good luck on all your rl stuffs and tests *cheers you on*.
... until thenn....
*stuffs Teito in her pocket and walks away* > 3> <33

Yeah, I'll probably drop out of a few rp groups too... not active in most of them anyways |D that and final year of highschool/English is killing me ` u`;;
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:iconlo-wah:
=Lo-wah Apr 7, 2010  Student Filmographer
lakfjlafkalasl ;A; *chases*

agh I know right? D; And i thought senior year would be nice and smooth. OTLL
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:iconsleepingangel21:
e ue *flees*

I knoooow OTLL I wasn't expected to do so much work! /sob
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:icondomnotte:
:tighthug: I wish you the best of luck with your high school stuff and your future college achievements!~ May you succeed
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:iconrainofthedesert:
-Will attempt to not stalk and or cling to you to much at Expo-

<w< I'm not a stalker, I don't know what you talking about.

I'm sooo going to buy something from you at Expo!

-flails- <3
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:iconxxjust-a-nobodyxx:
~xxjust-a-nobodyxx Apr 7, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Honestly... I'm probably going to be doing the same thing soon... I have AP test coming up too. Art only, thank god, but I have to get everything DONE... OTL I'm behind on my school work as well and getting things sorted out for college... FINE STUFF... PPFFFF NOT...

In any case i wish you luck with artist alley! <3 I hope that turns out well for you!

Ps I can't wait to see what you have planed for Teito! <333
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:iconlo-wah:
=Lo-wah Apr 7, 2010  Student Filmographer
Hahah ahh lucky! xD I have three AP tests to prepare for. 8| and they are all three days in a row OTLL
lakjlafj Good luck with college stuff ;A; All i need to do is decide which school i'm going to. OTL

Thank you! <333 Good luck with you too!
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